UPI band karwa diya

Pandrah saal ho gaye the mujhe khelte hue. Do mahine pehle tak mera din aise chalta tha: raat ke do baje aankh khulti thi, phone haath mein aa jata tha, aur khaate mein jo bhi paisa hota woh subah tak nahi hota tha. Iraada mera roz ka tha ki aaj nahi khelunga. Iraade se kuch nahi hua.

Jo cheez chali woh yeh thi ki maine apne phone se UPI hi hata diya. Bank jaake apne khaate par bade bhai ka number chadhwa diya. Ab mujhe tankhwah aane ka message tak nahi aata. Betting se judi har cheez phone se nikaal di - app, history, sab. Mujhe khud par bharosa nahi hai. Mujhe is baat par bharosa hai ki raat ke do baje ab mere haath mein paisa hai hi nahi.

Aakhri baar maine April mein ID par paisa daala tha. Nikaalne gaya to bola gaya ki usi khaate mein aayega jisse deposit kiya tha, aur woh mere liye mumkin nahi tha. Us jhagde ne mera mann tod diya. Uske baad ek baar, UPI band hone ke baad bhi, maine do hazaar cash scanner par bhej diye the. Isliye main yeh nahi kahunga ki do mahine bilkul saaf gaye hain.

Paisa maine ginna chhod diya hai. Jo baat kabhi maaf nahi hogi woh yeh hai ki mere bete ka birthday tha, uske nanihal mein, aur main gaya hi nahi. Meri gaadi giravi padi thi. Bina gaadi ke pahunchta to sabko pata chal jata ki mera kya haal hai. Maine apne bachche ka din kharab kiya taaki meri pol na khule. Woh mujhe aaj tak khaata hai.

Biwi ab bhi theek se baat nahi karti. Ghar mein rozana ki ladai kam ho gayi hai, thoda saamaan aane laga hai, main kuch le aaun to woh ab rone nahi baithti. Par bharosa aisa daag hai jo ek jagah nahi rukta, poore rishte par phail jata hai. Uske saaf hone mein waqt lagega, mujhe pata hai.

Abhi kuch logon ka paisa dena baaki hai - kisi ko bees hazaar, kisi ko teen hazaar, mahine mahine karke bhar raha hoon. Gaadi is mahine chhoot jayegi, aisi ummeed hai. Kabhi kabhi teen chaar sau rupay ka hisaab mere paas nahi milta, aur main jaanta hoon ki yeh chhoti baat nahi hoti.

Agar main chhe mahine aur khelta rehta to nahi jaanta apne saath kya kar leta. Yeh sochta hoon to aaj bhi kaanp jata hoon.